morning has broken

oh lordy...

4am and minus 10, well that's what it felt like...

i don't have the equipment to back up my wild claims that it was actually minus 10 this morning when my alarm went off but it surely felt cold!

and since i hadn't slept well the night before i was sooooo tired...

monday mornings are always a killer, but wow! 4am takes the biscuit! i wonder if it will be easier to get up at that time when its summer and not so middle-of-the-night... but ofcourse the flipside is that i'll be trying to sleep when its beautiful sunny evenings outside! crazyness!

and it never fails to amaze me that there is anybody else on the road at 5am - where are they going? but the worst is red lights when the road is empty - come on! i'm likely to fall back asleep with this kind of pointless delay to my morning journey! surely traffic lights should be ignored at that time of day?!

apologies if my witterings about early mornings seem a bit repetitive... i do feel rather stilted creatively by these hours, i seem to always be yawning! not entirely an attractive look! but you'll catch me at it before, during and after the show i work on, at weekends when i'm trying to have more 'normal' hours, in the afternoons while i try to stay awake til bedtime... tired all the time! rubbish! which means when it comes to engaging ones brain, it doesn't always want to...

*yawns*

right then... sorry about all this...